Is this It...?

M.M - 2007

Should have known... Don't want to know. Still think I can not know. Still want to be believe I can elude this very insanity. How foolish can one be?
Hope for the best and the best will come... So far, so good. Until the breaking point. Are we there yet?
Woke up at 4 O'clock. Couldn't get back to sleep. Dark clouds all over the ceiling. Voices all over my head. Could not make any sense out the night. Eventually got up aching and so very tired.
After all, it is Halloween season.
Then a phone call brought light to my candle. Breaking point is nearing. Keep breathing. Deep and slow. Call on to the elders. Pray to the angels. Hold on to your faith.
The challenge only comes to the deserving ones. When the pupil is ready, the teacher appears. Right.
Must be time then. Let it all come. Absolute surrender. Everything is going to be alright.